Still Waiting

Sunday, September 25, 2005

oh my god.. i dont want i dont want.. i really dont want..

haiz.. promos is coming....................... so sian...............................................................zzz......

i think i'm going off to mug..

i dunno why i feel so empty now.. dun tell me my mum's words is spot on? haiz.. i really dun want.. i want studiess~~~studies can fill the whole of my heart if it wants to... but no more heartache k...

haiz.. i've got enlightenment already. feelings are something that can be controlled.. if you tell yourself it's green in colour, then its green. it will not appear red. haiz. nonono.. especially now promoss.. it's definitely a big NONO. shall not be affected. yes. hmm.. so bored now.. teaching tuition later.. hope i wouldnt meet idiots on the way though...zzz. =s haiz.. promos coming.. nxt week i'll be ponning every lecture to mug in lib..=(( so sad huh.

wadeva... i'll convince myself that its definitely not right. and either ways, its not right.

i will not convince myself the wrong thing is right, but i'll convince myself that the right thing is wrong.

-when are you coming back? ;